Hey-Ocean

It seems so far away now.
I know exactly how I felt and what happened,
But it's just out of reach of my pen

WHY can't I write what I mean to write?

Throw me into a brand new era
Because I think I'm ready;
My heart's been quaking all night long
But my mind is steady.

I'm sick.
Really really sick.
Diseased if you will.
I need sleep, but at the same time, I don't want it.
Not in the slightest.

I wish for summer,
For days passed by the ocean,
Amid the dunes
And with friends.

Crazy friends!
The ones that make your bones laugh
And your smile threaten to escape your face.
I can hardly imagine
Such days attending to me now....

Some jerk has popped my precious Bubble of Creativity.
I think that jerk is me...
Sadface

In class.  Should be paying attention.  INSTEAD I'm writing this here journal.  Pippity is drinking coffee.  As I type that, I imagine someone saying "coffee" with a New Yorker accent.  That probably has something to do with the fact that he lived in New York...and I've spent a fair amount of time there myself.

Ahh.  If only he were drinking hot chocolate.  I'd steal it!  I swear!  Hot chocolate and literacy are so much more enticing than the factors affecting DNA duplex stability.  I can promise you that.  

NaOH...was that the stuff that I snorted last year in a chemistry lab (by accident of course)?  

Professor I-Don't-Know-His-Name just used the word "obviously" to describe something.  I OBVIOUSLY wasn't paying attention.  Perhaps I ought to..but all my fingers want to to is type and my head is living in figments of Montreal sewn together.  

Matty.  Owl-face.  Wants me to move in with him in the summer.  If I've learned anything this year...it's that I don't do well living with people.  It could be detrimental to our relationship, but he seems rather certain that I'll be manageable.  I hope so.

Milk powder?  What does that have to do with DNA?  Pippity says he'd rather milk a salmon.  
And then.  There's a hamster...eating coffee beans.  Why?   Gee!  All the damned distractions!  
Rash-face is giggling, but he's ultimately being a good student and paying attention.
WHY IS MY FOCUS SOOOO BROKEN!?
I quit.

Lecture time!